A Year in Reflection

APRIL 21, 2013

Photo: Emily Long

When did the calendar turn to April?  It’s difficult to believe that this time last year I faced a mountain of coursework as I prepped for graduation. I recall sitting in a waiting room with a notebook, mapping out the impossible task of completing everything still on my to-do list. Back then it seemed unattainable. I had told myself that there was a light at the end of the tunnel… and there was. Yet, had I gotten to the other side completely?

I finally graduated, put my books on the shelf, and danced in the summer rain. When autumn approached, I nervously sought work in the school system.  Each day I searched the job boards, but they remained stagnant.

My friends and I complained about the lack of prospects over walks in the park.  The park was a frequent go-to because when you’re unemployed walking is free, after all.  Career was a concept turned to a myth. Opportunity appeared cracked by the economic drought of our generation.

In the end, a long-term substitute position found me right as Fall started.  The job spans the school year and I have been amazed at the challenges I have faced, what I have learned, and how I have changed. Through it all I was able to find comfort in the sense of building experience.

Yet, as the summer creeps right around the corner, I can’t help but find myself feeling restless. This past year has become a teaser trailer to an unclear future. Am I a stronger person this April?  Am I ready to face another round of resumes?

The answer is yes, because deep in my being I know it is.  I had found a light at the end of the tunnel, but have since entered another tunnel of sorts. I am reminded that life can at times feel like a continuous obstacle course where each maneuver tests you in some way.  However, it can just as easily be viewed as a playground where each experience exposes you to the wonder of the unknown.

A year later, I can confidently say that although I might not be in the place I expected, I am not in the same place as before. Whether it was through the obstacle course or the playground of life, I have come out on the other side, and into the light of spring.

 

 

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1 COMMENT

  • I think a lot of people can agree with this article. It’s still a tough economy and people are having a hard time. But you must stay positive. You must keep moving forward.